When things are the opposite of what they seem
When society says you’re disabled its actually because its disabled.
It says you have a “disorder” when it is disordered.
Society makes you mentally ill and then says you’ve a mental health problem. And then it gives you drugs that ensure you never see the situation for what it really is.
The story of Jesus is all about God identifying most with those who are different. When you’re not like everyone else you’re in good company.
Not being popular and not being like others puts you on the right side of it all.
Jesus said “the last will be first”. What he meant by that is that those seen by society as worth the least are actually worth the most. Being popular, rich and approved of are all dangerous curses. Fitting-in is dangerous.
Trying to fit into a crazy, chaotic, irrational society makes no sense at all. It only leads to misery. So give full reign to your autism - oppose the chaos and bring order to it.